What I feel in my soul?

My whole life is based on ups and downs that make me a unique human being, but as thought I don’t consider myself a confident and a strong person taking into account that I’m not good enough to accomplish the life requirements. I draw the “little prince” character to emphasize my dream mind trying to escape from reality. I just feel that sometimes I prefer to be in the clouds rather than here, in this city, with these people and with this life, but a dreamer like me needs to be focused on what it is supposed to do after finishing my degree. I just want to travel, to believe in myself to be the kind of person that I want to be and to see me like a product of reality as it seemed in the picture above. I’m always wondering if it’s possible to change my mind, to be with all my senses open, but if I do that, I’m afraid that I’m going to lose my mind and obviously I’m going to lose my own perceptions and my own beliefs. So, I decided to be in the sky all the possible time to change my presence in Earth and to be my own agent.